Sometimes faith can be something very hard to come by, you know when life gets tough or when things seem inevitable. Today's blog -- times that I have had no faith and had a hard time with religion.
1. Anorexia -- This was a time that I struggled with the section of religion that lets us know that we are god's original masterpiece, he made us how he wanted us, and we don't need to be any certain way to fit into his kingdom because his love is unconditional.
2. Injury's (Knee and Back) -- What did I do to deserve this, How is this going to make me a stronger person, Where is this leading? All of these questions have run through my head throughout injuries because I do not understand how taking my dream away will end up correct for me. I have a hard time understanding God.
3. Our youth pastor leaving to go back to Seminary -- the Youth group I go to just in the last year lost the best youth director that anyone could ask for, and he was often the one that got my mind thinking and focusing on my religion, and after he left, I didn't focus on my daily devotionals and set aside moments of silence that I need to clear my head, and just focus are our father in heaven.
I learn at the end of most of these that there is a reason for all of it, and this is the times we must have faith the most, because he does have a plan.
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